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Sunday, 15 June 2008

  • Currently Watching
    Anne of Green Gables
    By Megan Follows, Colleen Dewhurst, Richard Farnsworth, Patricia Hamilton, Marilyn Lightstone
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    Hello

    Being that it has been 3 months, I figured I should update  I was able to get a new car in March/April. I got a 2003 Toyota Corolla. I love it!!  I haven't named him yet though.  Any suggestions??  I was able to take a week off at the end of March/beginning of April and went to Lake City, PA to visit the Peytons.  It was a great trip!!  I got to meet my god-daughter, Karis.  It was so much fun!! 

    Let's see, what else....work is ok.  I'm getting  kinda frustrated because they won't bring me on full time in the social work department.  They can't justify it because state regulations say that you only need 40 social work hours for every 100 beds and we only have 40 beds and technically 2 social workers (1 full time, 1 part time).  Its frustrating because there are so many things I would like to do there!  And they keep saying how much they want people there who have the desire to make changes and to work with this population.  But it seems like they are doing everything they can to not keep the people who want to be there and who are good at their job!  The other part that's really frustrating is that I don't like the 2nd part of my job.  I don't like working in the Rehab department.  I mean, it has allowed me to learn another side of working in the skilled nursing facility (it's not really PC to say nursing home any more) which is good.  It's more experience but I came in with this being told it would be a temporary position but it's becoming more long term than I would like.  It's also hard because I'm having issues with my boss.  She treats me differently on Wednesdays (when I'm a social worker) and Thursdays (when I'm a rehab aide).  Wednesdays I'm a fellow professional and member of the clinical team and Thursdays I'm not and she will flat out admit that to me (and she has).  It's so frustrating!!  But the good things right now is that I should be able to move out of that department soon.  Even though they can't go into social work full time, they are looking into moving me in the marketing department.  Which isn't the best because my preference would be social services but it's better than Rehab.  I should be hearing this week.  Pray that it works out and soon!!!  I did frankly tell my boss (SW boss) that if I couldn't move out of the Rehab department, I would be looking for another job.  So at least this is another option that will give me more experience and training.  It also helps that they will be paying for me to take an online certificate course from BU.  I'm really hoping that it will come through soon!!  God has definitely been providing in this situation!!  I'm so thankful for that!!

    My Sunday School class is now over.  It's been an interesting year.  I have a 10th grader and an 8th grader (brother and sister) in my class.  They don't want to be there and are very quiet and reluctant to talk/answer questions.  So it's made for an interesting class.  But it's amazing that they have opened up a little bit by the end of the year.  I'm really praying that they come back next year.  I'm not sure if they will.  Please pray that they do! 

    Oh!  I got a new computer!! I love it!  It's a Gateway desktop which I love!  I got it Thursday night and since I had the day off last Friday I was able to set everything up. 

    I think that's about it.  Hope everyone is doing well!!  Drop me an email or note.  I would love to hear how you are doing!!

    TTFN

Friday, 28 March 2008

  • Currently Watching
    M*A*S*H - Season Five (Collector's Edition)
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    Ouch!

    So, my "new" car (well new to me, it's a 2003) is not drivable right now!  I was on my way home from Laura and Steve's apartment last night and got in an accident.  A guy hit me and sent my car flying into another car (who happened to be my co-worker).  I hit my knee pretty hard and went to the ER to make sure it's ok, which it is.  It's just got a really nasty bruise on it and it is a bit stiff and sore but it's ok.  It could have been a lot worse.  I'll find out next week how extensive the damage is.  I'll try to post some pictures later, it's not pretty.  I did take today off so I was able to rest and ice my knee and deal with the insurance people and car mechanics.  Please pray that all the details work out.  There are so many little things that need to happen and stuff.  I know God is in control so that's definitely a great comfort!  Things could have been much worse!  (Example: Thursday morning, I had bought 2 12 pack cases of Propel Water and left them in the back of my car for work.  The accident was Thursday night and Friday morning I went to get my stuff out of the car.  One of the cases of Propel had flown into the front seat!  Praise the Lord it didn't hit me in the head!!)  Well, that's it for tonight.  I'll try to post some pictures later! 

    TTFN

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

Friday, 07 March 2008

  • OH MY WORD!!

    This has been an exhausting week!  The state came to the Gardens today (Dementia unit at work) because we applied for Assisted Living licensure (PRAISE THE LORD we got it!!) so we've been preparing/stressing over that all week.  Our Executive Director no longer works with us.  I wanna say more on that but I know I shouldn't.  But that really sucks.  Wednesday was such a bad day!  I literally left work wondering if I would have a job and figuring out if I didn't have a job, what would I do?  Apply to grad school, move to PA, find a place to live, etc.  It was a very depressing/stressful day!  At this point, as far as I know my job is safe so that's defiantly a Praise!  But I've been thinking a lot about Grad School.  I think my goal will be to apply for next summer.  For most Advanced Standing programs, applications already or soon have to be in and I would rather not rush it and put everything haphazardly together. 

    We're moving Laura and Steve tomorrow so that's going to be a very long day! 

    I'm going to bed early tonight because I am so emotionally and physically tired I can barely keep my eyes open right now. 

    TTFN!

Tuesday, 04 March 2008

  • Interesting....

    This is going to be a LONG week!!  The Alzheimer's Assisted Living Unit is going to be visited for credentialing this week so we're all scrambling to get stuff done for that.  Everyone at work seems really stressed out so it's hard not to be stressed as well.  The whole environment has changed which can make it hard to be there sometimes.  But things are changing so that's good.

    This past weekend I got a facebook message from a kid I went to elementary school with.  I was very surprised to hear from him.  I haven't heard from most of them since 1996 when I moved.  I've only been in contact with one girl on and off.  It made me laugh especially since I was able to post a few pictures and people are actually commenting one them  It's cool to hear/see how people have changed and to learn what they're doing now. 

    Let's see anything else going on.  I don't think I mentioned it in my last post that my sister is pregnant!  The baby is a couple of weeks after Jonathan's 1st birthday (the beginning of October).  SO EXCITING!!  Jonathan is soooooooo stinkin' cute!!  We're helping them move this weekend.  That should be fun.  It'll be a busy time for all of us! 

    Well, I need to go to bed.  I'm sooo tired. Night all!

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

  • Currently Watching
    Jane Eyre (Masterpiece Theatre, 2006)
    By Ruth Wilson (II), Toby Stephens, Amy Steel (II), Daniel Pirrie, Bethany Gill
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    Wow

    Wow, it's been a while...Let's me think of all that's happened.  My still working at the nursing home. I'm still doing a lot of administrative stuff but slowly I'm getting into the social worky stuff.  I've been able to do a lot for the certification process for the assisted living units so that's good.  I'm hoping to do more in the department soon.   Nothing really exciting is happening there. 

    I bought a car in December.  I love it!  It's a 2003 Dodge Intrepid.  It's really big but it's a nice car!  And it gets me from point A to point B.

    My nephew is getting so big!  He's 5 months+ now!  He's so stinkin' cute!  I love babysitting him and just playing with him!  My sister is pregnant again too!  The baby is due in October, about a month after Jonathan will be a year old.  Please pray that everything will go well!  She's doing fine right now.  They're also moving in just a few weeks.  That'll be interesting. 

    The rest of the family is doing well.  We're all trying to get through whatever sickness is going around.  I've been sick for about a month.  I finally got an antibiotic this week.  Sue is also sick.  She's out of work for the rest of the week.  Fun times! 

    Let's see...is there anything else...I've been trying to get to a young adults group at a church in Lexington.  It seems like its the only group in this area but with being sick and the weather and stuff I haven't been able to.  Hopefully soon.  I need to hang out with people my own age.  I love my family and all but I need my friends too.  It's been nice though.  I've been able to see Amber and talk with Mel. 

    I don't even know if anyone even reads this anymore but I figured I'd update anyways.  Oh well. 

Monday, 12 November 2007

  • Concert

    I went to the Steven Curtis Chapman concert this past Saturday.  It was great!  Had so much fun!  Bought 4 new CD's:)  His new CD is very very good!  Here is his new song "You are being loved."

    You Are Being Loved by Steven Curtis Chapman

    Do you think love is only for the good enough? And one thing you're never gonna be worthy of.. But there's a song being sung over you. By the one who breathed life into you..

    Chorus: You are being loved. You are being loved. Right now at this very moment, you are being loved. You are being loved. Right now you are being loved, loved loved. You are being loved, loved, you are.

    You ought to see the smile you're bringing to your father's face. You ought to hear him sing his version of "Amazing grace" Cuz that's the song being sung over you, by the God who breaths life into you...

    Chorus

    and with every breath that you're taking and every beat of your heart even while this song is playing whatever you do wherever you are. There's a song being sung over you...

    Chorus
    You are loved, loved loved, you are being loved, loved, you are

    You are being, you are being, you are being loved.
    You are being, you are being, you are being loved.
    Right now

    There's a song being sung over you There's a song being sung over you There's a song being sung over you There's a song being sung over you

    You are being loved, you are being loved
    (there's a song being sung over you)
    You are being loved, you are being loved
    (there's a song being sung over you)
    You are being loved, you are being loved
    (There's a song being sung over you)
    You are being loved, you are being loved
    (there's a song being sung over you)

    Right now
    There's a song being sung over you
    There's a song being sung over you
    There's a song being sung over you
    There's a song being sung over you
    Right now

Friday, 19 October 2007

  • It's me again...

    So, a lot has happened since I last updated...

    My nephew was born, Jonathan Samuel Brown.  He is so stinkin' cute!!!  He's actually one month old.  We just love to hold him and "play" with him! 

    I had my wisdom teeth out 2 days after he was born.  The nerve was damaged on one side so my teeth/gums/check is still kinda numb. 

    I went to PBU for homecoming and had a wonderful time!  The bummer thing was that I had to leave a day early.  I had a small infection where one of the wisdom teeth were and I had to get on my ABT.  It was so nice to be in PA though! I miss it down there.

    Sunday school is going.....ok.  After the first week, we've only had one class.  The kids have no desire to be there and to learn anything or to talk...I'm actually working on my lesson for Sunday tonight and I'm not sure what I'm going to do. 

    Work is ok.  Kinda frustrating at times.  I'm getting kinda tired of the administrative stuff.  But the good news is that I'm approved to take the LSW exam so all I need is the check from work and to mail my info in.  So that's good.

    I think that's about it.  TTFN

Friday, 07 September 2007

  • Yeah, I'm really bad at updating this....oh well.  This last month has been up and down.  Work is going ok.  It is getting frustrating that I really can't do any of the actual social work stuff.  But I'm hoping to have everything ready to apply for my LSW next week.  Other than that, work is fine.

    I may be buying a car.  I'm really praying for wisdom about it.  I'm borrowing one right now and I have to let the people know very soon if I'm going to buy it from them.

    My nephew is due anytime now!  Well technically, my sister's due date is Sunday but she's hoping he'll come this weekend.  Keep praying!!

    I have an appointment on Tuesday at the oral surgeon.  I really really really need to get my wisdom teeth out now that I have insurance.  They are hurting so much right now!  OI!  Oh well.

    I'm hoping to go down to PBU for homecoming in October.  It all depends when the baby comes and when I can get my wisdom teeth out. 

    Let's see, I think that's about it.  Oh!  Sunday School starts up this Sunday. Please pray for me as I prepare to teach this year.  I'm also looking for a young adults group to get involved with.  So far, I haven't really had any luck finding one. 

    That's it for now!  TTFN!

Wednesday, 08 August 2007

Monday, 30 July 2007

  • For My Love Lyrics
     » Bethany Dillon

    Walk towards me
    I want to hear
    The heavens singing over you
    When you breathe
    And look at me
    I want to be captured by you

    Gaze into my eyes
    And let me know you’d fight
    Thousands, for my love
    Slip your hand in mine
    Ask me to dance with you tonight
    Just ask me for my love

    I want to hide
    What’s deep in my eyes
    I’m scared to be known by you
    But when I turn my head
    And see you there
    I want to be pursued

    Gaze into my eyes
    And let me know you’d fight
    Thousands, for my love
    Slip your hand in mine
    Ask me to dance with you tonight
    Just ask me for my love

    A dream I won’t wake from
    A story that will never end
    The ground your feet walk on
    Let me be there, let me be there

    Gaze into my eyes
    Let me know you’d fight
    Thousands, for my love
    Slip your hand in mine
    Ask me to dance with you tonight
    Just ask me for my love

    Gaze into my eyes
    Let me know you’d fight
    Thousands, for my love
    Slip your hand in mine
    Ask me to dance with you tonight
    Ask me for my love

Friday, 20 July 2007

  • Frustration

    Ok, can someone explain this too me? At my church, some of the Sunday School teachers don't want to start until the middle of August?  Does that make sense?  They also don't like the curriculum because it is too education?  HELLO???  Do they actually want their child to learn about the Word of God?  They don't want me to teach the older kids because I'm too smart and the kids won't understand because they have "learning disabilities."  I just don't get it!  I know I'm not the best teacher but all I want to do is to help the kids learn about the Bible.  And yes, to a degree I am smart.  But do they know how hard I worked during my education?  All my parents have ever expected of me was to do my best.  If my best was a C, than so be it.  If is was an A yet I got a C, then they called me on it!  Yes, in some aspects learning/remembering does come easier to me than others but in some cases it doesn't so when that is the case I work my butt off to study and learn.  They are worried that all the kids will be doing is reading....yeah, they are going to read, FROM THE BIBLE!  This is so frustrating!  I just don't understand these people!  Why are they afraid to actually teach their children the Word of God?  I understand their kids may have a legitimate learning issue but then give me their IEP and help me work with their kid.  I'm not going to work against them! I want them to know what the Bible says.  I want to encourage them as they grow.  I know how hard it can be to have little spiritual encouragement during this time in their life.  I really feel their only learning issue is their parent!  Their parents have no idea how to help their kids learn and they don't even seem to want to help their kids.  They have severely low expectations of their children and that is what they get.  I mean come on!  These teachers, who have been teaching for many  years, can't even tell you a Bible story without reading it!  I'm sorry!  My attitude is really bad right now.  I really just don't understand it. 

    PLEASE pray for my family!  This is very discouraging!

Thursday, 05 July 2007

  • Life

    Yeah, I'm really bad at updating this thing.  Oh well.  Here's a brief update for those who want to read it...Finding a job is frustrating.  I've been told by quite a few people that I have an impressive resume but as of yet, no one is willing to hire me for a job in my field.  I have been offered interviews and position in activities and for office work but nothing in social work.  I'm trying not to get discouraged but some days that's easier said than done.  I am currently still working as a part time receptionist and rehab aid in Concord.  It's a lot of office work which I don't really mind so that good.  Things are crazy with the opening of a new building so I've been able to help out a lot with that.  I'm waiting to hear from the director of social services to see if they will hire me for a part time job in the department.  I have been guarenteed full time hours (hopefully 24 hours in social work).  That will at least get my foot in the door and allow me to get my LSW and some supervision under a LCSW.  I was told that they are 95% sure I will get the position but nothing official has been said yet. 

    Let's see what else is happening...we're getting ready for my nephew to be born!!!  My sister and he are doing great!  Everytime we see her. he's kicking or moving around.  It's fun!  I'm so excited for September to come around! 

    Things at our church as ok at the moment.  I'm going to be teaching a Sunday School class for probably 2 students in the fall.  I think I'm going to be doing a study of Jesus semi based on The Case For Christ by Lee Strobel.  These kids come to church each Sunday because they have to and they thus far have no desire to learn or do anything.  I'm praying that God will use me to impact them.  It breaks my heart that they have been in church so long listening to the gospel and have no ears to hear.  If anyone has more suggestions as to what else I can do with them I would greatly appreciate it.  They are 7 grade and up as far as I know. 

    Not much else is happening at the moment.  It get pretty lonesome here.  I love my family but I miss my friends terribly too!  There don't seem to be many young people in this area.  Most churches in the area don't even have a young adult group.  They seem to skip this age and go straight to singles or young marries.  I'm sorry. I don't want to be put in a group based on my relationship (or lack there of) status. Part of the issue is too that I do not want to switch churches.  I know there are larger churches with more young people in them but none are close and I feel it is important to support my dad's ministry and the church boby we have in our town. 

    I guess that about it.  I've been watching old TV shows and different movies lately.  There is really nothing on TV but I'm enjoying The Dick Van Dyke Show, Bewitched, and Hogan's Heroes.  I love that show!  Peter Tork was in my town the other day!  For those of you who don't know he was in the 60's group The Monkees.  I grew up watching the Monkee's TV show reruns and listening to their music.  He and his new blues band Blue Swede Blues I think they're called did a concert in the part on Monday.  I was bummed though.  I only made it for the last three songs!  I had to work but oh well.  It's funny to see how old he looks!  hahahah

    Well, that's pretty much it for now.  I hope you enjoyed this long overdue update.  TTFN

Tuesday, 08 May 2007

  • What's happening

    It's been quite a while since I've really updated so here it goes.  Right now things are going ok.  I interviewed last week for the Program Manager job.  It went very well. So now I'm waiting to hear if I get a call back for round two of interviews.  We had a receptionist meeting yesterday and were able to take a tour of the new building.  It's going to be really nice!  I saw the Program Manager's office and the rooms for The Gardens.  I'm excited!  I'm really hoping that I hear soon so I can start planning.  Also, I've noticed it's not good for me to not be busy.  My mind tends to wander when that happens and that's not a good thing. 

    Other than that, not much is going on.  I still working as a receptionist and as a rehab aid.  I'm enjoying it.  If the job as the Program Manager doesn't work out I may see if I can do the rehab aid full time for a while.  That way I can save up some money and pay bills. 

    I went to PA this past weekend.  It was fun first road trip.  I drove down on Friday and stopped by PBU on my way to Amber's house.  It was fun to see some people and catch up.  Then I went to Amber's for the weekend.  It was fun!!  On Saturday we went to graduation.  It was nice.  Then we went to Sun Wah for lunch.  The guy remembered us!  It was quite funny!!  He even remembered that we went there on Friday nights!!  hahahaha

    I potted my herb garden today.  I really hope it takes and grows! I'm so excited about it!  Our garden is looking very nice! 


    Well, I think that's about it.  TTFN

Sparrow171

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